[credit to laffy4k]
I feel like all of my time lately is spent waiting. It makes it incredibly difficult to focus on what’s actually going on, here and now, because I don’t want the here and now. I want to get to a point that I know I’ll reach, but which is uncomfortably far in the future. I need to learn how to live in the present, but how do you do that when the present is just really damn frustrating?